It has been more than a month now since
school started; my family's (okay my) routine has somewhat been
established; and yet, I sit here and wonder: what it is exactly that
I do all day?
I know I am not sitting around eating
candy, watching soap operas or reading trashy magazines (okay, I do
that sometimes, but definitely not too often), but at the same time,
I do not feel like I am actually accomplishing anything.
I tidy and clean, and then the small
hurricane comes home from school and the house returns to its normal
chaotic state. I thought I would write more, but this is the first
time I have written in months. I also thought I would exercise a bit
more, but then I would feel guilty if I moved the spider that has
made my running shoes her new home.
Seriously, where does the time go? Now
that my kid is in school all day, I thought I would have so much more
free time. I actually thought that I would be bored, as I am the
type of person who cannot sit still for very long (unfortunately my
daughter has inherited that trait from me). Yet it still feels like
the moment I sit down, I have to get right back up to pick her up
from school again.
The only thing I can come up with is my
life now revolves around food. I am now forever trying to think of
what to make for lunch and dinner; going out to buy the ingredients
to make the meals, and then coming home to prep the meals; oh! and
let us not forget the actually cooking part. Oh! And then cleaning up
after....
I applaud all those women who can work,
take care of their families and prepare meals! I do not think I am
programed to do this (dealing with food part). I lived on a diet of
instant dinners throughout my entire university life! The most
cooking I did was boiling water to make Kraft Dinner, instead of
using the microwave, and tossing together a bag of pre-package salad.
I would have never imagined that food would be taking over my life.
I would appreciate any and all mealtime
tips, especially if it means that I can have some free time to go eat
my candy and watch some trashy talk shows.
Now, excuse me while I am off to
prepare lunch....
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